AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH , homework homework homework homework .......... literature literature literature .............
basketball basketballl basketball............................. girls girls girls girls ................... tuition tuition tuition .........................bastard bastards bastardz bastardiz ...... bweiber bweiber bweiber bweiber ....... facebook facebook facebook facebook . i think i've been not myself lately , in terms of respecting girls , i think because i broke up with alice since then , i feel the need to actuallly suddenly get steady with girls , thus the urge to say "your very pretty today" . now im scared of what will happen to me , ill probably rape some girl in the future if im not careful . so girls out there , if im so sweet to you , sweet talking and shiz , maybe its best if you treat me with some shittty reactions . then again i might die from constant hate from girls . but it will somehow make me laugh at the very ectasy of irony itself . the previous just summed up my whole life for the next 3 years , because im not sure where or when in that 3-4 years , about the exact moment where im finally free of this blasted torture and cruelty towards my mental emotion.
this isnt some lettter of persuading myself to suicide btw. lol , ppl who suicide are bunch of jumping giraffles that got castrated :D
i just need a cigar , maroon 5 , a pretty golf course , girl , maybe some pizza and hard liquor . sec 3 ftw~
i feel better saying this :)