theres a reason why im posting 4.48 in the morning .
it seems that theres a curfew on my laptop usage in night , hate it to the max .
Yesterday , i was in a not so goood mood. fuck , i cant express myself properly . ima write a compo now biatches :D
He tossed and turned on his bed , betrayed sinisterlly by both his parents and girlfriend , he hugged his pillow tightly as if the world was going to end. My golly , the father was uber angry , but to him ,everything has a limit , a limit he was unsure of . His girlfriend allegedly lost a ring he gave her exactly 5 weeks ago during the june holidays , till now she didnt say a single minute detail about it. whenever they went out , he felt that something was amiss , something weird contrary to his disbelief . Madness erupted on him as soon as she told her about the lost ring , he thought that trust was a primary element for a relationship already ventured in so far. Thus so , the outing the next day was cancellled .
On that moment He was super sad .
when he woke up on 1st august 2010 . Blurred . he went back to sleep . nah jk .
he switched on his com , lay back on his char and unintentionally let down tears of brutal beatings done to his heart. Emotionless , he tried searching for anything funny or something to keep him going in life . There was nothing that could feed his sin of gluttony, gluttony of something to just hold on to. Then came a SMS from his supposed girlfriend , "call me when you see this msg" .
An urge suddenly sprouted from within him , never before had this happened , unable to diffrentiate between curiosity and anger , he kept his distance from the phone . an hour later , the internet words , the one sided view of people video-ing on youtube couldnt fill his heart , so he re-dialled his girlfriend.
He kept silent ,
*click*
Hello?
Hello?
Omg i cant hear you
*hangs up*
He smiled , that stupid dumbass .
finally he spoke when dumbass called him again. he asked her to read a chapter of the book dumbass liked . dumbass read and read and read . during the narration , he couldnt believe it , he suddenly felt happy for once . It cant be because her reading suck , it cant be that dumbass used a voodoo concation on him.
On that momennt , he forgot what love is . unable to tell apart from love and anger.
To investigate this, he and dumbass went out during lunch . When they met , dumbass was showing an expression , an expression he suddenly was so fired up about , he cant possibly feel angry at her then angry again , what the hell was wrong with him . he boarded the train with her , and the voyage to bugis started .
On that moment , he was angry that something made dumbass sad.
:/ (ask author if u have any clarifications)
He and dumbass started walking around the compounds , every second with her he was more reluctant , his patience grew to no bounds , he was now feeling sad . weirdly , his intuition told him not to show it . During the ride on what seeemed like the longest escalator he took with her , he just couldnt helped it but hug her from behind . warmth over took him , he was about to faint from a feeling that he couldnt recognise , undaunted by that feeling they continued to walk . (P,S that feeeling ISNT sexual pleasure u motherfuckers)
Finally someone to hug after going through last night's pain..
He offered a place to sit down , sensing the troubled dumbass. They were heading to starbucks but changed route , they were going to raffles city for a meal in a restaurant instead . On the way ,dumbass bought a couple ring to amend the damage done to him on his fragile , blistered heart.
On that moment he was touched
He was starting to see a change in Dumbass , she was sort of transforming.... she aint a power ranger , she wasnt some magical anime character or something . Puzzled , he went with her to eat at raffles city , this delicious chinese restaurant called din tai fung . They took a cab to Dumbass house , on the way , he whiffed something so beautiful , something that was seducing him (okay ew) , took him awhile to realise it was Dumbass's hair that mysteriously gave off that fragrance.
By then the transformation was almost complete ,
they were walking outside her house ,
He couldnt recognise Dumbass anymore
they stopped nearby her house at the pool
He could only see someone
they walked towards her house
Somone he knew
they kissed
Someone called Alice .
Hey babe i hope u liike this story , sorry for calling u dumbass for i dont know how many times . i loveeee youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu :D
Thats my story . oh yeah then went out with wentao and hwee at china town point then to vivo :D
now its fucking 5.46am ,gotta sleep , sch later .